Join Nicole via zoom and conference call style (Limited spacing available) Or in person? We'd love that! Invite your family and friends to this amazing experience of deep healing and transformation. Nicole has opened up her schedule to doing small and large retreats of intense healing, transformation and fun. With extended group monthly coaching calls. Email Nicole for the details.

Nicole believes we have lost what is sacred especially here in the USA. This course is designed to help you reengage with yourself on an intimate level so that you will know how to help everyone else.

Learn how to empower the soul and reconnect with the essence of who you truly are.

The key to true freedom is to know thyself. Not only will you raise your vibration but will learn a deeper level of humility by learning how to truly forgive from the heart.

Dive deeper into your spirituality by learning how to transform your emotional and mental bodies.

Learning to love yourself is probably one of the most important gifts you can give yourself and the people you love. When you know how to love yourself you will know how to help everyone else.

• Learn how to release limited beliefs
• Learn how to release trapped emotions
• Tools on forgiveness
• Coaching techniques
• Meditation techniques
• Identify your patterns and family patterns
• Understanding how you are triggered and what to do about it
• Tap into your inner child
• Understanding Karma and how to release it
• Dive deep into forgiving yourself and the other person
• Learn coaching techniques on how to take your clients to the next level
• Learn how to flip your energy track
• Understand the impact the power of projection has on the people around you
• Learn how to break habits
• Transform patterns
• Learn how to balance your chakras with a pendulum
• Learn how to protect your energy field
• Understand imprints and energy transformation
• Live weekly group coaching call
• Certification (if you want it)
• and much, much, more...

A good soul coach has spiritual integrity, healthy morals, healthy core values and ethics.

A Soul Coach takes you into the depths of your soul to discover the truth about yourself and your life. A Soul Coach helps you clear away the entangled web of destruction. Which allows you to discover your own inner truth and wisdom. This is a very special coaching process that acknowledges that inner being as your soul and higher self, know the answer.

Together we will move into a space of love, forgiveness and understanding with our one on one healing conversation. Our intuitive and heartfelt converstation will bring clarity to your unresolved issue.

Discover the Soul

• A Soul Coach will teach you self realization tools
• Help you identify subtle energies that may be keeping you stuck
• Assist you in getting to the root cause of the problem
• A Soul Coach will teach you how to self empowerment
• Learn techniques on how to embrace your inner child
• Will teach you the importance of forgiveness on all levels

Soul Transformation

Spirit knows what you need most. My job is to help you navigate your way through the cobs webs of self destruction. Most sessions are done remotely through email, phone and video chat. 60 - 90 - minute session. Can include:

• Intuitive Coaching Session
• Soul to Soul Meditation
• Self-Purification
• Self-Observation
• Self-Empowement
• Self-realizations
• Soul to Soul Meditation
• Multidimensional Healing
• Feeling lighter and calmer in their body
• Removal of emotional blocks
• Reduce or eliminate pain or disease
• Deep clarity and focus
• Release negative elementals & negative thought forms
• Soul Co-Creating
• Removal of karmic blocks
• Balance Chakras
• More energy
• Releasement of fear
• Removal of negative attachments and cords
• Opening up to more of their gifts
• Freedom from addictions, fears and phobias
• Upgrades of divine DNA blueprint
• And much more

Silver

• Coaching Session
• Done Remotely
• Please allow for 60 Minutes
• Send loving offering to nicole@beautifulsoulsmission.org through friends and family link on PayPal
• Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session. Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

Bronze

• Coaching Session
• Two 60 Minute Session
• Must be scheduled within one week of each other
• Done remotely per video chat or phone. Additional fees if done in person
• Send loving offering to nicole@beautifulsoulsmission.org through friends and family link on PayPal
• Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session.Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

Gold

• Soul Transformation & Coaching Session
• Chakra Balancing
• One 90 Minutes Session.
• Done remotely per video chat or phone. Additional fees if done in person
• Send loving offering to nicole@beautifulsoulsmission.org through friends and family link on PayPal
• Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session.Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

Platinum

• Soul Transformation & Coaching Session
• Chakra Balancing
• Package of two 90 minute sessions
• Done remotely per video chat or phone. Additional fees if done in person
• Send loving offering to nicole@beautifulsoulsmission.org through friends and family link on PayPal
• Send Nicole an email with a few dates and time to schedule your session.Nicole will get back to you within 24 hours.

Nurture Your Soul

Samana, Dominican Republic | July 25 - 29, 2019 and/or November 12 - 18, 2019

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There is nothing more heartbreaking than being on your death bed knowing you lived an unfulfilled life.

Is there something lacking in your life? Are you carrying scarcity blocks?

Let’s check, shall we? The universe is nudging you to explore something… the first thought that pops in your head is wouldn’t it be nice followed by can you afford it? He/She would never love me. I am not good enough etc… Where did those thoughts come from?

When most people think of scarcity or lack they think of money… however, I am going to ask you a few questions to show you how deep your scarcity blocks run.

• Can you afford to stay in the relationship YOU know isn’t serving your highest good?
• Can you afford to stay at the job that is sucking the life force energy out of your soul?
• Can you afford to do the things they way your mother or father did when deep down you know it isn’t aligning with your truth?
• Can you afford to keep lying to yourself about what you are doing and why you are doing it?
• Can you afford to keep experiencing the same self-sabotaging patterns over and over again?
• Can you afford to keep living a life without unconditional love?

If the answer to any of those question is NO then this experience to nurture your soul may be for you.

You are here to grow and I am here to teach you how to grow gracefully in a way that empowers your soul and aligns you with your spirit.

That does not mean it will be easy but it does mean you will walk away with the tools to use in everyday life that will allow you to create a foundation that is solid and stable.

What I am going to teach you are the tools I used to heal me emotionally, mentally, physically, and spiritually.

• Release deep rooted emotional blocks
• Identify and release limited belief patterns
• Detangle yourself from family patterns
• Learn how to truly forgive yourself and the other person
• Reconnect with the essence of who you are
• Move forward honorably understanding your true self
• Release attachments
• Release addictions
• Empower your uniqueness
• Learn how to balance your chakras
• Daily Mindful Meditations
• Breath Work
• Create new friendships
• Receive Spiritual Readings
• Reconnect with nature
• Monthly zoom group sessions
• And much more

July 25 - 29, 2019 | Earlier Bird Paid in Full $2000 Purchased Before June 15th | Early Bird Deposit $1100 June 7th Second Payment Due July 1st $1100 | Regular Pricing $2800 | Non Refundable | Limited Spacing Available

November 12 - 18, 2019 | Earlier Bird Paid in Full $2000 Purchased Before September 1, 2019 | Early Bird Deposit $1100 by September 1, 2019 Second Payment Due Ocotber 1st $1100 | Regular Pricing $2800 | Non Refundable | Limited Spacing Available

Shuttle, Meals, Housing, Training are all included in the cost.

Love

Early Bird July 2019 Deposit $1,100.00 USD Early Bird Paid in Full $2,000.00 USD Regular Price July 2019 $2,800.00 USD Early Bird Deposit November 2019 $1,100.00 USD Early Bird Paid in Full November 2019 $2,000.00 USD Regular Price November 2019 $2,800.00 USD

Beautiful Souls Mission is a Spiritual Center for Creativity, World Peace and Wholeness. We are a 508(c)(1)(a) non-profit, tax exempt, Faith Based Organization. Which means your retreat could be a tax write off.

Make an Impact! Life smokers, and poof- gone!

After meeting Nicole, I realized that we were meant to meet. I had been a smoker for 16 years. I was a lifer. No matter all the attempts to quit, nothing worked. When I met Nicole I told her that I wanted to quit but I just simply couldn’t. When she explained that the addiction might be another soul aspect of mine or another being attached to me, she got my attention. My first meditation with her was the beginning of my release of the negative attachments and to get rid of the spirit that had this addiction attached to me. I can’t believe I’m saying this, but it actually worked. Although I’ve had moments of withdrawal and anger and sadness, I told Nicole and she helped me figure out where my anger was coming from. Which made it easier to understand and my “craving” went away. I’ve not had to use smoking aids to quit- only meditation and counseling. My fiancé couldn’t believe it worked for me that he quit the following week. Life smokers, and poof- gone! Nicole is working with me on many other challenges I have in my life, but spiritually, I know she was meant to be in my life to save my life. She is literally a life saver. Her laugh is contagious and her knowledge of the universe makes everything so much clearer. - Ashley C. It's so awesome to be healed!

Ya know I used to be jealous of those people who just shined, like you could feel their shiny presence when you were around them and then I realized I'm now one of them. It's so awesome to be healed! And shiny and positive.

I've had multiple people comment on how happy I look and been told I'm the kind of girl who's ready for a relationship and these people continue to say I'll find a good man and are on the lookout for me. But I LOVE being healed and people noticing and being a presence they want to be around. This feeling is so awesome, inside and out I feel amazing! And I thank you for that. You are so talented and awesome. Oh and that job I wanted is in the works. - Jen J.

The universe brought Nicole into my life...

Over the past ten years I have worked with several awesome energy healers, but none of those experiences can compare to what I experienced during my two sessions with Nicole. It is almost difficult to put into words how intense the clearing and healing energy I felt after each session. The issues that we worked on were deeply rooted patterns and trauma that have been plaguing me my whole life and in previous lifetimes. For this first time on my healing path I finally feel as if those patterns are becoming undone and I am free from the negative force they have had my life. The level to which Nicole connects with her clients is simply magical. There is no doubt that the universe brought Nicole into my life in divine and perfect timing. If you are ready to take your healing and self development to the next level, then you have come to the right place. If you were brought to this page and are feeling drawn to working with Nicole I urge you to listen to that divine guidance because your life is about to change once you decide to work with her. I am so grateful for the energy exchanges I get to have with Nicole and look forward to seeing where this healing journey will continue to take me. - Ashely O. Looking forward to more sessions with her.

I had the most amazing healing from Nicole.

The emotional healing was mind blowing and indeed felt the relief of these emotions leaving my body. The whole visit indeed was priceless and empowering. I highly recommend Nicole for these amazing experiences. Looking forward to more sessions with her. Just loved it! - Elage T.

I was living the "American Dream"...

My husband and I were struggling with our 17 year old daughter who was out of control at the time. I was at my breaking point and really didn't know how to help her. I contacted Nicole who started meeting with our daughter and has now developed an extremely supportive relationship with her. We discovered there was a lot of negative energy in our home. Nicole came to our home and removed the energy and blessed our home. We met with her several times to talk about the energies we give off as individuals and as a family. We discussed other ways to channel our energy. I learned a lot about myself in this process. I was holding onto many things from my past that I had not let go of and this was transferring to our daughter and my marriage. I came from a very emotionally and extremely physically abusive relationship and I was never able to just "get over it." I was also disowned from my mother for seven years as a teenager and young adult. If you looked at me from the outside, I was very successful in my social work career. I was living the "American Dream" yet had to have constant control in every aspect of my life. My way of dealing with the past was to bottle it up inside and try not to let it explode. Nicole was able to put this into perspective for me in ways I never could have imagined. She taught me how to let go and take control of my negative thoughts. She taught me how to really love myself, my husband, and my daughter. My daughter and I are in the beginning stages of healing our relationship, but Nicole gave us tools to use to assist us in this process. I am so grateful for her knowledge and expertise. We would still be in the same path if it wasn't for Nicole coming into our lives a few short months ago. I will thank her for the rest of our lives. - Teri T.

A teacher of love and forgiveness here to show you the way.

Hi I'm Nicole A woman who understands life can be messy! Let's face it, we have all taken a wrong turn that took us down a dark road that we had to find our way out of. I've done that many times in my life but I have found a way to turn those lessons into blessings of self discovery and deep wisdom.

I am a grandmother, mother, daughter, sister and friend. I am a speaker of truth, divine knowledge and wisdom.

The girl I once was… held energy of betrayal, fear, scarcity, lack, unworthiness, low self worth, control, etc… my life was messy.

The woman I am now holds energy of grace, compassion, pure love, abundance, strength, empowerment and a deep knowingness of who I am.

The girl didn’t know her worth or the value of her story… She didn’t have a voice to express her deepest pain.

The woman I am now openly shares her journey with much strength and courage because she no longer allows the negative thoughts and limited beliefs to have power over her.

I was able to break free of narcissistic people, unhealthy patterns, limited beliefs, and negative thoughts that were keeping me stuck in an old story that was not serving my highest good.

How did I heal? By getting to know myself, lots of crying, true forgiveness, and being really honest with myself.

I have many certifications such as certified life coach, ordained minister, emotion code practitioner, Reiki I II & an associate degree in digital media design and freelanced in photography. The biggest training I received came from spirit. Now, I use those tools and techniques to help my clients. I also designed a course on Soul Transformation & Coaching for the more dedicated folks.

Before you think I don’t understand what you have been through I would like to share a bit of my life experiences. I am a daughter, sister, friend, mother and grandmother of 4. I was labeled dyslexic and held back a year in first grade because of it. I have been a great friend and not so great friend. I experienced trauma as a child and as an adult. I had been angry with my parents and sisters. I've been angry with myself. I was bullied in high school for dating outside my race. I have been in physically and verbally abusive relationships. I have had abortions. I had a baby at 19. I hated my sons father. I forgave my sons father and myself. I was on government assistance and removed myself from it. I became a grandma at 37. I have been cheated on and been the other woman. I made some mistakes while raising my son and some good choices too. My boyfriend died while being in solitary confinement for 30+ days. I’ve been hired and fired. I got my degree in digital media design. Became a freelance photographer, painter, healer, coach, and designer... I've been up and down the financial spectrum. I opened a business and closed a business. I’ve owned a house and sold it too. I moved into my office, lived with friends and family. I became the care taker of my mom after her stock and being diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. Those last couple of months with her were the most magical gift I could have ever been given. I traveled to different part of the world. I was attacked by some chic doing black magic... Seriously...I never knew it was even a thing lol. I watched my son get lost to addiction and the streets where he almost died to a gunshot to the head...thankfully he didn't die.

It is through the wisdom that I understand and share what I learned to help you release the chains from the past... Nothing is more frustrating than a person telling you what they think you "should" do even though they've never experienced it or been your shoes. That is why I feel it is so important to share my most vulnerable experience, so you know you are not alone and can be free of the pain. One of my greatest gifts is not letting a setback hold me back and to truly forgive from my heart.

You're a good mom...

those are the words I was told by the people around me every time my son veered off course to venture out on another dark path of self-destruction.

The heartache, anger, tears, and sorrow were almost too much to bare… countless times of being alone in my car, screaming at the top of my lungs, sobbing because I couldn’t take much more.

For me, I chose to create a child with a man who had no idea how to be a dad. His idea of a dad was to intentionally hurt my son to hurt me or to teach him about street life…

Now, how could I be mad at him, when I choose to create a child with him... At that time in my life, I didn't understand what I do now. I was very angry and resentful at a man who had no idea how to love himself. Truth be told if I knew how to love myself I wouldn't have been with him in the first place.

My son and I always had a great relationship, which made it extremely confusing when it felt like somehow, he was (unconsciously) intentionally trying to hurt me too.

I remember the day I told my son "from this day forward, I am only going to do things I want to do for you" because I could feel myself starting to resent him for saying yes to things I didn’t really want to say yes too. It wasn’t his fault I was saying yes, so why was I getting mad at him…?

The more I learned about myself, the more I learned that he was my biggest teacher… Yes, I said it, TEACHER. He was teaching me how to navigate my way through the chaos of the world. He was teaching me how to forgive others and myself. He was teaching me how to love unconditionally after all isn’t that what we’ve all been looking for?

The BIGGEST lesson I learned was if I kept "waiting" for him to figure out how to find his way I was going to stay miserable, so I better figure out how to be happy and truly love myself if I wanted any kind of peaceful existence on this earth.

It took for me to dive deep into my spirituality to truly understand what was going on not only with myself but with others too. The more I went inside to clean out the cobwebs the more I discovered how much pain I was still holding on to. Not only from this life, but from past lives too.

Spirit took my hand and guided me to ways I could heal my heart. Spirit helped me learn how to forgive others and myself. Spirit taught me healing tools and techniques, so I could flip the vibrational track and get off the wheel of rinse and repeat. Which deepened my level of compassion. Raised my awareness to such an extreme I could see patterns of what was really going on in the world.

From my perspective, everything here is built backward. It is built on fear, greed, and control. In my heart, I truly believe the path to the creator is pure love, pure compassion, and understanding. When you understand there is more going on here than what you can see in the physical world you understand why it is so important to LOVE thyself, become self-empowered and self-accountable for our actions.

This journey was the most intense process of my life. It was filled with obstacles and tests… Oh, those tests really wanted to make sure I would NEVER go back to the old way of thinking and being. It also taught me to stand in my POWER in a healthy way. To not allow the bullshit of others who aren’t ready to do their own inner work into my life regardless of who they are.

Now, I am in a place where I may stumble every once and a while but I don’t stay there. It’s like the saying we weeble wobble but we don’t fall down lol

There are layers and layers to this process but in a nutshell, if you have a weak aura field you are leaving yourself wide open for negative entities to feed off you. If you are triggered you are leaking from your chakras, etc

You are being programmed by what you watch on TV and the people around you. What you observe and experience. The thoughts you think and the emotions you feel create your vibrational experience.

Everything is a field. If you want to be in the field of peace then you have to stop running the program of war. If you want to be self-empowered then you need to stop playing the victim etc.

We are powerful creators. We have the POWER to flip the tracks to make quantum jumps on timelines that are for our highest and greatest good.

If you are a parent of a child who has chosen a hard path I want you to know I understand and you don’t have to go through this alone. It takes a BIG HEART, SUPERIOR STRENGHT, PATIENCE, and SPIRITUAL INTEGRITY, HEALTHY MORALS and CORE VALUES to be able to hold a vision of pure love, pure compassion, and understanding for the people we love. Most importantly YOURSELF.

GOD is LOVE. We are all children of the divine. We are here to co-create with the creator which means we love ourselves so much our divine light shines through. Heal yourself, help your family, then help everyone else who chooses it.

Blessed for her.

One of the greatest gifts my mom ever gave me was eleven more weeks to get to know her on a soul level before she made her transition to the other side.

Like many families, we too had discords. We may not have always gotten along but when it really mattered we knew how to step up to the plate to support each other.

About a year before my mom got sick I went on a spiritual quest. This quest allowed me to understand on a deeper level why we are carrying our deep wounds and how to heal from them.

As I rose in my vibration, I came up against deep-rooted emotional blocks. I knew some of them were not mine. So I went to my parents’ house. With tears falling down my face I ask them to help me with what I was going through.

I started asking them about the patterns I was seeing and experiencing which allowed us as a family to get honest about some generational patterns we were all carrying. Together we removed some deep emotional blocks.

I was lucky because not everyone is able to work through deep ancestral wounds with their parents. My parents did their best to understand what I was going through at that time and was open to the process.

A couple months later I was sent to my parent house do to condition out of my control. As my mom and I were talking, I could feel there was something she wasn't letting go of, so I asked her. She brought up two traumatic incidences from when I was a child.

Now, before I share this with you it is very important to me that you don't judge her, she was an amazing mom who did the best she knew how to do with the tools she had.

The first incident my mom brought up was when I was 12 or 13 years old. I was mad I had to clean the house for my sisters’ party. I threw a towel down to the laundry room; it accidentally knocked over my dad's eagle and broke it to pieces. My mom was stressed and lost it on me. She continuously slapped me across the face while screaming at me. That summer I saved all my babysitting money and had to buy my dad a new eagle.

As my mom brought up the incident she said, “I shouldn’t have made you buy your father a new eagle.” My reply “is that what you think this is about? It’s not that I had to pay for another eagle; it’s about you made a thing more important than my well-being." I reminded her how she continuously kept slapping me across the face screaming at me. She said "I don't remember doing that to you. I am sorry." “I told her it was okay, that I loved her”.

A couple hours later my mom said: “you know, I don't remember doing that to you but what I do remember is when you were 16 years old and you hit a parked car when you got home I slapped you so hard you flew over the laundry basket and onto the ground.” I looked at her and I could see her energy change as if that incident was happening right then. She was still holding on tightly those emotions in her cellular memory. I thought to myself; again, a thing was more important than my well-being. I realized at that moment I too was carrying subtle energy of pain in my cellular memory.

A couple of days later my mom had her first stroke. Thankfully, I was with her and was able to get her to the hospital. It was like her ego left and she was this incident silly child...she had this sparkle in her eye. I moved in with my parents; so my mom could make her transition out of her house.

I got to see a side of my mom that I never saw before she was no longer angry with me. She appreciated me, and I appreciated her. We laughed like two little school girls... it was wonderful. I can hear her now, Nicky, I bet you never thought you'd be doing this with me as I glided the enema tube up her ass...lol followed by a "don't make me laugh my belly hurts" as we giggled.

My mom was and still is a beautiful soul. She had a hard childhood and didn’t know how to transform her pain in a healthy way. All too often we are doing our best to stay clear of what caused us pain instead of trying to understand and heal from it.

Looking back, I also now understand that she also had a chemical imbalance. It wasn't until she started taking B12 on a regular basis that she was able to react more calmly.

All I kept thinking was I wish I would have understood the power of forgiveness sooner. Now, I understand the importance of the quality of love we bring to the people we care for. We find profound freedom when we learn to let go of our pain in a magical loving way.

How do you show up for the people you love? What family patterns and emotional blocks are you carrying? Where are you making a "thing" more important that someone else's well-being?

We cannot heal what we are not willing to look at. We cannot heal what we are not willing to talk about.

If people understood the pain they are carrying will continue to get passed down to your children and grandchildren, they may work a little harder at healing on the inside. Are you willing to heal for the people you love?

Finding the gift in the pain.

Financially nothing had been working out for me. I knew there was a deep karmic block that needed to be healed but I wasn’t sure how to heal it. I approached it from many different angles, but nothing worked.

I went to different healers yet it was still there… I knew it surrounded my dad and me. I love my dad very much. He’s a beautiful soul with a kind and compassionate heart.

We’ve had our issues for sure but none as extreme as what would come up when someone would energetically ready my energy field telling me I needed to forgive my dad, that is was deathlike. I thought to myself. I’ve been mad at him but deathlike was taking it to the extreme.

I kept looking more and more at all the ways I was holding onto this block. I knew that it was an obstacle I needed to get around for my finances to flow abundantly to me.

I asked my dad if he would see this energy worker with me. He agreed. I told the lady who was helping us there is a where something happened in a past life that needed to be healed.

She said why don’t we get to this lifetime first.... suddenly the tears began to flow. I didn’t even realize I was still holding onto anything from this lifetime. I was so eager to get to the root cause I was missing some very large aspects that needed to be acknowledged. That session helped me clear away some emotional blocks but I knew there was more.

It was in that moment I realized my inner child was still angry at him for not protecting me from my mom.

There were soul aspects of me that wasn’t ready to forgive him. So I asked him to meet me for breakfast so we could talk. We had a amazing conversation that allowed us to address some things I could see that wasn’t serving our highest good.

We went back to the house to do a healing together. We held hands and asked for the divine loving light of the creator to flow through us. Then we pulled up a chair and asked my mom (in spirit form) to join us… the tear flew down my face.

When we were done my dad asked me if he could do a new form of healing that he learned on me. I said sure. He was using new dowsing rods to clear some emotional blocks. I could see the joy in him to be able to help me at the same time I was observing him, I was observing my own inner voice tell the dowsing rods to stop spinning. I thought to myself who was that telling the rods to stop. Okay… I know that is an aspect of me… So digging I went, determined to get to the root cause of the pain.

Then, one day I was listening to a little YouTube clip of Neal Diamond Walsh. He said something that really resonated with me… it was something along the lines of has anyone ever offered you something who truly wanted to help and you rejected it? By doing that you are cutting off your receiving. I see this all the time in the work that I do with my clients but I never applied it to me until the day I blocked the healing from my dad.

After, my realization, I heard a calm voice say “what is the gift in the financial situation”? It was then when it hit me… if I never needed the money, I probably never would have sat down and done the inner healing that truly needed to be resolved. Tears fell down my face because I could see and feel the gift…

I sat with my dad later that day and shared with him what I had discovered. He then said let me try this healing technique. As I was observing my thoughts I heard nothing… I knew I was getting somewhere. I was getting to the root of my pain. I was moving into true forgiveness.

I came into this life as unconditional love. I came in with a contract to heal all aspect of me. It wasn’t anyone else job to do that it was mine and mine alone.

True forgiveness is loving yourself and the other person. Seeing the divine in the imperfections and discovering they were all in divine order all along.

I am so grateful to have parents that loved me enough to sit with me and heal with me. I’ve said this before but we cannot heal what we do not acknowledge.

There are levels of forgiveness… little by little we chip away at them until we get to the root and then we get to say “now that I see the divine within you what kind of friendship can we create”?

Please forgive me for using my own self-righteousness to block out your divinity. We are all children of the same source no matter what label we put on it. Thank you for giving me new eyes to see…

The universe will keep sending us back in different roles until we figure this out. I can now see where I was being a dick by holding onto to something that wasn't serving neither one of us. - Nicole Pulvermacher

story continued...

When my mom got sick I moved in to help take care of her. Shortly, after she made transitioned to the other side I heard spirit tell me to take my son on a trip to Sedona, Arizona, and Santa Fe, New Mexico. He was 23 at the time and had never experienced anything outside of the Midwest before. I wanted him to know there was more to life than the circles he was running in.

Our first stop was Sedona where we got a reading from this wonderful lady… during the reading she asked me if my dad was sick, she said she didn't think he had much time left. I honestly wasn’t expecting that at all. I saw his life going another direction completely.

Then when we travel to Santa Fe we received another reading from a different lady… she asked me to describe my dad… I started telling her he’s very loving, big heart and then I busted out with “he micromanages and it drives me crazy”. She said, yep, this is your dad. I was trying to figure out if it was your son or your dad.

She said "your dad needs you right now. Even you just being there will help him". I said "okay". I knew I needed to stay, I knew it was the right thing to do but energetically I was angry and didn’t really know why. I thought to myself why when my mom got sick could I lovingly with an open heart come back to help her, but I can’t seem to do the same thing for my dad energetically?

When I got back I told my dad I had to stay for a bit… I even heard spirit say, “I am to obey orders…” now, if you know me you know I am not a fan of the word “obey”.

As time went on I could feel my desire for wanting my own house to kick in… I woke up one morning and realized my “will” to want my own house and my career to take off was starting to supersede my dad's “will to live” so I silently let it all go. There is a ladder for everyone to walk up but it’s how gracefully you do it that matters.

I knew the universe would present an opportunity for me when the time was right. Thankfully, I did eventually get to move out with a solution that worked for all of us.

After I moved out I knew that was time for me to heal… I spent so much time “holding space” for everyone around me I never really took time to grieve and to dig deeper into some painful experience I was holding onto.

If you’ve read my previous stories, you’ll know I’ve been working on forgiveness with my dad for a while. We even did some deep healing together which opened a new pathway for us to create a new relationship.

Just a few days ago we got a scare which brought my dad to the hospital. The doctors were unsure as to what was causing the bleeding… I was doing my best to stay as neutral as possible to the situation. We were concerned that he may have cancer.

The first night my little sister stayed with him at the hospital. The next day I volunteered to stay the night.

As I was driving to the hospital and could feel I was being presented with an opportunity to help my dad again. I said to spirit okay if he needs my help I will put my career on hold and move back to his house. This time I was able to say it with an open heart.

Thankfully we found out he was cancer free. The doctors were able to take care of the problem during surgery.

After the surgery, my dad looked at me and said: “Nicky, it looks like we accomplished our mission…” Yes, dad, we did ❤️

The moral of the story… healing isn’t easy but it's worth it. Every experience good, bad and the ugly are opportunities for us to learn. For us to see where we have more work to do and where we have mastered our craft. Sometimes we don’t have to experience the worst case scenario we just have to learn the lesson in it. ❤️

The only way out is through the heart but if it is blocked off with judgment and emotional blocks it’s going to be impossible to stay aligned with the truth of who we really are. LOVE. - Nicole Pulvermacher

Trust Your Guidance

Nicole Pulvermacher is a Spiritual Teacher and Facilitator who believes that by reconnecting with our Source energy, we can truly see ourselves, as well as a reflection of ourselves in others, and heal the limiting beliefs that are preventing us from living the life we’re meant to live. She educates people and gives them the tools to help navigate through a world filled with so much chaos.

Nicole’s life experiences led her to this work. She realized that if she was going to be a spiritual teacher and healer, the first person she needed to be honest with was herself. She began connecting with her Higher Self and, each time she followed the guidance she received, synchronicity followed. Trusting the guidance always led her to the next step.

Darkness Gives Way to Light

She went through a “Dark Night of the Soul,” purging trapped emotions from this life, and previous lives, and she realized she had passed these on to her son and grandchildren. From this, she learned how to identify other people’s patterns, and heal them.

People Resist Healing

Resistance is normal, Nicole says. Most of us don’t like looking inward because it makes us feel vulnerable. We’ve been trained to swallow our tears, instead of asking, “Why does this bother me?” When you ask your Higher Self the question, you’ll get the answers. We have just forgotten how to ask.

Limiting Beliefs May Not Be Yours

Once you’ve identified the emotion, then ask, “Who does this belong to?” Whatever the answer, do YOU really believe this limiting belief? Knowing it’s not yours will help you release it.

See Others in Light

Nicole says we tend to see people in their flaws, holding them in that energy. She sees her clients in a state of wellness, holding them in the vibration of where they want to be, which gets them there much more quickly.

Water Your Soul

Clients sit with their trapped emotions. Nicole asks them to think of the very first time they felt that way in this lifetime, and when the memory comes, usually, so do the tears. Nicole says, “crying waters the seeds of the soul,” and helps us to heal from the inside out.

“Quantum Healing in Parallel Universes”

Taking it even further, Nicole helps her clients identify their patterns by looking backwards. She calls in the trapped emotions lodged within a specific pattern. Because her energy is high, she is able to override the opposite emotion of the trapped emotion AND the root event simultaneously, as well as any limiting belief that is tied to it. When this is done, the trigger disappears.

The Three Roles

In every event, there is a Victim, a Victimizer, and an Observer. All three must be healed to ensure history doesn’t repeat itself. Each role carries the same trapped emotion. Nicole points out that the victimizer doesn’t have to be present for that role to be healed.

Nicole Heard A Message

Nicole received the push to follow the spiritual path three times throughout her life, but the first two weren’t meant to be. The third push occurred just a few years ago, and the message was clear: “Do it NOW!” She became a certified Life Coach, an Emotion Code Practitioner, certified in Tibetan Reiki I & II, and is an Ordained Minister. She says that once she focused on honoring and loving herself, there was no stopping her.

The Most Important Relationships

Nicole talks about healing the relationships closest to her, mainly her son and his father. She healed her anger toward her son’s father, and that helped him and their son to heal. She now sees him instead of his mistakes. She healed a past-life relationship with her own father, and that spread to the entire family. Nicole stresses that healing yourself first is vital. When you’ve healed, you see people for who they truly are, and understand why they’re doing what they’re doing, with no judgment.

Nicole’s Biggest Teacher

Her biggest teacher has been her son. He was doing everything "wrong", and when she decided to see the best in him instead of his mistakes, it allowed her to remove judgement and just support him. Highlighting mistakes is how we got to where we are in this world, and it does the exact opposite of rebuilding people.

Everyone is a Reflection of You

Nicole says if you yell at someone, you are really yelling at yourself, something in you that you need to heal. If someone is yelling at you, and you send them love, that’s what you’ll get back. Even animals are mirrors. She killed a centipede once, only to see a larger one later. She sent it love, and hasn’t seen one since. What we fear, we are bound to. And when we’re out of balance inside, it is reflected in our world outside.

Wobbling

If you rise in consciousness, but don’t clear trapped emotions, the fall is that much harder. Nicole calls this, “Wobbling.” She says thoughts are electric and emotions are magnetic, and when they are not in balance, you wobble. In this state, things you want will not be able to get in and will “bounce off you.” She helps get to the root, getting you out of the matrix and allowing the things you want into your life.

Writen by Lisa Meisels. Featured on Empowered Living Show.

We’ve all heard of healing the ancestral line with the example of no one in the family went to college you and you were the first to break that cycle. I want to help you go deeper into what healing the ancestral line means from a healers standpoint. That same process works for people who haven’t healed the discord between family members, friends etc. Or maybe you are the carrier of a trapped emotion like jealousy. I would like to explain what I call riding the cosmic wave…

My dear friend Jacyn gave me a card reading a few weeks ago which helped me dig deeper into jealously.

For the first time last week she discovered a weakness I had… it was my financial block. I hadn’t been able to get past it. I said everything else I had mastered but this sucker was deep and no matter how much I went in I still couldn’t get to the root of it.

The more we talked the more things came to the surface. I explained to her how I handled things over the past few years and how I handled them now. I knew I was making progress. Then spirit showed her my mom dressed in 80’s clothes. She said I see a umbilical cord. When were you born? I said I was born in 1974 but my little sister was born in the 80’s. She said there is a block to do with jealousy. I was like really? I don’t feel like I am jealous of my little sister. I knew that I needed to explore that deeper.

So after the reading, I went deep into meditation around jealousy. Low and behold there it was… When I was a little a little girl I wanted a horse really bad. One day my parents sat my older sister and I down they had something important to tell us. I was sure the big news was about me getting a horse. Eagerly, I sat there smiling from ear to ear… Then my mother said, we are going to have a baby. Wait…what? That is not what is suppose to happen here. I wanted a horse, not a baby sister.

Then spirit took me deeper. When I was a little girl, I had always wanted to take dance lessons, gymnastics, I wanted pets but my parents couldn’t afford that at the time.

So when my little sister was born and got a little older it seemed like whatever she wanted to do or have she got.

Spirit showed me how the same pattern had been playing out in my sons life. When he was little and would asked his dad for something his dad would give it to his younger brother instead. It use to drive me crazy.

Then spirit took me deeper showing me when my oldest grandson was born, how I had a great job, beautiful house my life was in a good place. I was able to provide for everyone. By the time my other grandkids came into this my life had drastically changed. Financially things were a mess for me. I no longer had the house I once had or the means to provide for them like I did for my oldest grandson. I knew the mothers were mad at me and wanted me to do for them as I did for my oldest grandson which I would have loved to but I couldn’t afford it.

Then spirit showed me that I had to experience this to understand. So I could to learn that just like I wanted to do those great things for my grandkids so too did my parents want to do for but they couldn’t afford it.

Then spirit showed me how my little sister absorbed my jealousy while my mom was pregnant with her which nested on top and activated her own jealously that was laying dormant within her.

Then I saw them take that energy and experience from from my grandkids and all people it resided in.

It now made sense as to why spirit had been showing me signs of horses over the last few weeks. I had to laugh.

There is a saying spirit told me “That which you judge, you will experience”. I ask you to be mindful of what you are judging because we are all here doing the best we know how to do with the tools we have. - Nicole Pulvermacher

Has the power to detangle you from an old program by overlaying a positive track. This is soul alchelmy. We will transform the negative energy from all people, beings, places and things the lower vibration reside in.

We are like computers downloading information 24/7. Not only do we have a thought processers we also carry emotions that are a vibration. Thoughts are electric and emotions are magnectic.

Let me share an example with you on how this effects you. Example: In your last relationship your partner cheated on you. You eventually ended it and healed your heart the best you knew how. Now, you're ready for the next relationship.

You meet this amazing person... you swear he/she is the one. Until one day something happens that triggered that same feeling as when your ex-cheated. Maybe it was just a comment, or a quick hanging up of the phone. Suddenly everythng around you starts to spiral out of control. You're lashing out on the people closest to you. That feeling of bliss is gone. A trigger can be anything that causes an emotional charge.

By releasing off old trapped emotions and replacing them with a new vibrational track it will allow more of what you do want into your life.

We are multidimensional beings opperating simoutaniously so why not allow this current life to be the very best it can be. Stress free and full of love. It is important to understand the this is a spiritual process, to heal mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. To connect back into alignment with the God-Source that is waiting for you.

This song speaks to my soul… Te Amo

In August of 2016, I journeyed off to Sedona for this first time on a spiritual quest to find myself. I had been receiving message all around me from spirit talking about “the love of my life” coming to me… My spirit boyfriend who transitioned in 2008 kept calling me to something… the mediums that would share his message would almost cry as they would say his love for you is so great…

I was in a relationship at the time, but during my trip to Sedona, I knew I was in the wrong relationship. I needed to be honest with myself…

When I got back from my trip, I told him I was leaving. I sold a majority of my stuff, put the rest in storage and went head first into the unknown… That choice took me through the dark knight of the soul which caused me to fall in love with myself.

The universe sent me through unbelievable test and obstacles… things got so intense it almost felt like the universe was playing a cruel joke on me…

In 2017 I was with my mom when I could see something was not right… I got her to the hospital as fast as I could… It turned out she was having a stroke. Around that time my soul had been calling me to go to London… My mom knew that.

A week after my mom had her stroke… she wrote me out a check for $1000 and said, "thank you for saving my life." Book a ticket to London and go find your man. With tears in my eyes and joy in my heart, I was ready to set off on another quest…

I remember sitting at the kitchen table with my parents, my mom said, "do not come back early." Go live your life… as the conversation went on I knew she was telling me she wasn’t going to be around much longer… it was unspoken but understood. She was adamant I go on this trip.

The day before I was leaving… I was with her when she had a second stroke. I got her to the hospital again. My sisters said, "you have to go on this trip mom really wants you to go. We will be here for her." So I did…

The day I landed in Paris we found out she had stage four cancer… I felt extreme conflict… I called my parents up and said can I come home to take care of you mom… they said yes. We thought we would have at least 6 months but it turned out to be 11 weeks.

I knew my mom sent me on that trip for a reason… She had never gone abroad… I posted so many pictures and videos so she could live through me. When I got back we shared the best time of our life together laughing and bonding like two little school girls… it truly was the greatest gift she could have given me.

The next major event happened months later when my son got shot in the head… he didn’t die. I know my mom saved his life. Divine intervention… There is a plan for everything and it is much bigger than we could ever understand…

It’s been 28+ months now and I have stayed patiently waiting for him… I trust you universe… I know you will not let me down. My heart is ready… my soul is ready to express love from the deepest aspect of who I am… I believe in the deepest, purest kind of love… I believe we can really have it all. It turns out what my boyfriend who transitioned was calling me to was the life I am destined to live. Thanks for being a hopeless romantic mom. I know you are enjoying the show ❤️😘- Nicole